Hi, i’m Megan. 16. i’m here if anyone ever needs to talk about anything<3
In the past year I’ve gone through many changes. I developed an eating disorder after I broke up with my one and only boyfriend. It wasn’t his fault. Symptoms of my eating disorder started before we broke up. In December of 2011 i started self harming. Once my mom found out i had an eating disorder she sent me off to get help. Rodgers Memorial Treatment Center was a joke. I wasn’t focused on recovery and i started having suicidal thoughts. My mom sent me back impatient, then sent me to Castlewood. I loved it here, i was more focused on recovery than I ever was. I only got to stay there for 21 days because of the stupid insurance. But if i had never went there i would not be where i am now.
I am able to eat whatever i want now. i have no fear foods anymore. My dietitian has told me that the distorted thinking would be the last to go. Well, I’m starting to love my body.
This blog is like my journal but i actually continue to update this. I post whatever i want and i don’t mean to trigger anyone. that would be the last thing that i would want to do to anyone. i do not promote anything mental illness.